Just a big reminder that this is coming up soon and Jitters, Jestre, and I will be in attendance. Hell we’re guests!
So come on down and see us.
THIS SUNDAY MARCH 9TH
I will be running a super long stream for DUNGEONS AND DRAGONS FOR DONATIONS
What does this mean you ask?
The donation goal is 500 bucks to help get all things squared away.
1$ Gets a public thank you during the stream
5$ gets you in the call to voice your very own NPC
10$ Allows you to influence the story, change the goals, setting, even affect the characters or monsters.
50 or more gets you in the game, as a PC. (With a premade character)
If you would like to be part of the game, I have 3 spots open for PCs
You will not need anything more then some time, and a a good sense of humor, all character creation will be handled for you.
The 3 open spots will be closed this friday (March 7th) so if you would like to claim a spot, please donate 50 or more to
Then send me a PM to my modblog account: mastermod.tumblr.com
And confirm the payment with me and we will discuss your character, as well as have you added to the group.
Hope to see you all soon, and happy TTGing.
Hey guys, so if donations go well I’ll be willing to join in too
Maybe get Jestre as well
And I take LARP pretty seriously if you’ve heard my in character therapy sessions
Wow uh, it’s… Been a while.
At least I could find something to match this atrocious haircut.
…Maybe I’ll have a trip to the wardrobe or something… Bluh.
All was normal at first, though he seemed to be a bit afraid of something. I believe I calmed him down. He was open to the notion of hypnotism, though I wasn’t sure if he could be hypnotized.
That knock on my head a few weeks ago… I learned a lot about the Doctor. I planned on using that to help me with this procedure, but I honestly wasn’t even sure if he could be hypnotized in the first place. The very notion of hypnotizing a Time Lord sounded far-fetched.
He followed my instructions very well. I watched him visibly relax up until the countdown. As I performed the countdown, I watched anxiously for the sign that he was hypnotized. When I hit zero, I saw him slump a bit due to loss of muscle tension. The sign I needed.
As I began to guide him down into his consciousness, one thing stood out above the rest. Darkness. He emphasized the darkness. Even with all the darkness, he saw shadows. I guided him towards a person he saw and believed to be him. I asked him who we saw, and he said “A shadow.”
More darkness. What does this darkness mean to him? I asked him to wake up the shadow, at which point he said he was seeing red. He emphasized a fear of the red, to which I did my best to calm his fears before moving deeper. Before he did, though, he mentioned something… interesting. Upon further inquiring about the shadow, he says that he ‘became’ the shadow. There is a lot of symbolism here.
More darkness the further we descended, until we reached what I had requested. The “core” of his being. It was, as he described it, an ‘ocean of blackness covered with clouds. I asked him some questions about it, but the details were irrelevant. At that point, I believed I had enough for this session.
However, it seemed me mentioning for him to “wake up” triggered something. The clouds began to rot away, in his words. Forms were appearing in the blackness, and one seized his neck. I was ready to jolt him awake, but he responded very calmly to the situation, so I allowed it to persist. The blackness was replacing a “coldness” in him with warmth. A “golden warmth”. I’ll have to inquire further about this “golden warmth.”
I continued with the process of waking him up, but once we reached the number, he seemed to be unable to come back fully. He seemed to switch identities rapidly. One moment I was waking up the Doctor, the next… I felt like I was consoling a child. He called himself “nothing”, claiming to be “empty.” I tried to encourage the Doctor’s return, but I was not yet ready to attempt a jolt. I… felt like he might have lost a piece of himself if I did. Suddenly, again he changed.This time… it didn’t feel right. Whomever I spoke to seemed to have an animosity towards the Doctor. Call it jealously, envy… Whatever the point was, I believe this to be directly related to his lapses in memory. This “Hyde”, as he so eloquently put it, seems to want nothing more than the Doctor’s demise so that he may take over as the dominant personality.
All I know is, I got the Doctor back, and now he needs helps. Badly. I’ve told him to come regularly so I may verify a diagnosis. I first need to get him to quit drinking long enough to make a proper diagnosis…
It’s a long way from a firm diagnosis, but I am holding fast to the idea of the Doctor suffering from Dissociative Identity Disorder, and I believe this “Truth” to be the cause of this fracturing of his personality. We’ll take it slow, but I need to find out what this “Truth” is if I am to make any serious headway.
PLEASE READ! STORY INFO:
During the month that the Doctor has been gone (before we came back to him drinking) he went to see a psychologist twice. Once after he removed Jack from the TARDIS, and a second time when his drinking started getting really bad. This session we see now in this set is his third.
Things to note not shown in this set:
-His psychologist is http://doctorrorshach.tumblr.com/
-Rorschach doesn’t know about the TARDIS, the Doctor parked it in an empty building and claimed it was his home address.
-The first 2 sessions he visited Rorshach’s office, but the third time, he insisted on a house call because he’s too afraid to leave the TARDIS.
-In this third session, he was hypnotized for a bit
His sessions, which are all in audio form, can be found here:
Session 1: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iM8-pABkMK4
Session 2: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5R-YfP4-HBc
Session 3: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jjNjDlQBViM
(Note: These sessions have some partial canon, things like the mention of people or humans should be thought of as ponies. Also note the Doctor gave Rorshach a headbutt to give him some information about himself, but the event isn’t recorded.)
BUT! If you’d rather not listen to 3 hours of sessions, you can find the written reports here. I will also reblog this session’s report after this post:
Hey everyone, while I’m out on my hiatus due to the laptop needing repairs, how about you head on over to my audio drama series and check out all the episodes?
Doctor Whooves and Assistant was my first major pony project and it’s been going strong for almost 3 years now.
It would mean a lot to me and the rest of my hardworking crew if you guys could so support the series.
You can find all the episodes here: http://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL4AC35569CB65E6A3
You can also follow us on tumblr for tidbits, bonuses, progress reports, and hints!
I wont be back to posting updates for at least another 2 weeks, so what have you got to lose?
Zidane and Dissy
Thanks to your donations this was able to happen.
And it’s a good thing some people donated extra, because the airport charged me extra for a properly sized carrier for him.
I was able to take him with me as a carry on, so he was with me the whole time.
He’s nervous here at the new place, but he decided the safest spot was behind this giant Dissy plushie which is interesting because he’s never seen this plush before. He stayed behind it most of yesterday, and today he’s finally brave enough to come out and eat, use the litter box, and lie out on the carpet in short bursts.
So, yes, Dissyplush and Zidane have become best friends.
"Don’t worry orange cat, I need to hide from everyone too. We’ll hide together."
it will be fine
it will be fine
My thief.. My tired, lonely thief…
For those who might be new or forgot, here’s a post explaining what is happening in the last frame:
The players are getting too smart!Time to change the rules!
There’s something so very very wrong, I can’t control it, it’s killing me, it’s tearing me apart on the inside!